Monday, April 26, 2010

tomorrow's technical run for the concert, hope everything goes smooothly and whoooosh! :D on another note.... quite sian cause my swiss friends all nothing going. chalet and cca and all. :/ OH MAN! hopefully xinger can make it in the end so that she and hy can come? hmmhmmhmm. MISS THEM LOADDDDDS! oh well!

what we could have been, 9:35 pm.

Friday, April 23, 2010

sucks to feel like nothing's going to change for the better

sucks to feel unprepared

sucks when it seems like nobody cares

sucks when you don't know what's going on

sucks when you don't know what will be next

and there we go again and again

that's life.

what we could have been, 11:50 pm.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

what we could have been, 12:16 am.

Monday, April 19, 2010

anyhow, physics was quite disastrous cause i felt super uber useless for not knowing/understanding anything and everything. sucks to feel so stupid. even though those question assigned to my group which i thought i know and understood, eventually i couldnt really explain anything at all so yeah. D:

then harmoc. some stupid things with people not turning up, again. quite upset abit but yeah. at least things weren't too bad for the small group afterwards. cause i finally felt better i think. then became abit overly high and all. HAH. was quite happy after that. (:

THEN, went around the school putting up the posters for our harmoc concert! PEOPLE, DO COME AND SUPPORT OKAY! MEMEME ;D

and then! i saw joann and gang coming back to school! to meet zhengwei and kokhow all i think. but i went off with the west side-ians for dinner though. HUNGRY. D: a bit long since we all went home together huh. :/ either got harmoc or band or something else. :/

anywayyyy, went delifrance to eat with may jacqteo bk and chiaheng! (: quite nice i think :D at least the mushroom soup is not those kind that i dont like. HAHA. :D talked quite abit and all. interesting and fun (: harmoc made my day man, for once. HAHA. :D

what we could have been, 10:24 pm.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

got a BBBBB. seems okay but still... i dont know. especially when all the other schools are having superb high percentages of A like 80% 90% +++ and AJ's either 17% or 30%+? dont know which one is the true true one but yeah. hello? A little bit of difference in As? :/ oh well, at least my whole class manage to get at least a B each luh. kind of hoped for more actually luh. even though I think my pw was quite... rather... not that good. but i did put in effort okay! :/ and all the travelling from cck to northeast line! oh man. okay lah, B seems goof enough though actually... just that the higher the hopes the more disappointed i guess. thought ours got probably some chances of hitting that A you know? haha. and i really did my best during OP, soooo, no regrets there i suppose (:

okay fine. i shall stop at that for pw. (:

and today's another harmoc day. ohoh, did i mention i had like harmoc like yesterday? because of the small group performance thingy... and oh man, i got stage fright. :/ and! stop saying that i shouldnt have stage fright cause im from band. you're not me, and you won't understand so yeah. It's Not the same. ): & then again, i miss swisswinds!

anyhow, today was quite a pissed yet soso day i guess. some harmoc stuff and PW but yeah. passable day with the usual routine of falling asleep during lessons :/ sucks.

and i complained to my bro for like near 2 hours just now. just kept talking and talking and bitching about everything. :X from long ago till now. HAHAHA. I like to complain cannn. my way of letting out my erm, stress and frustrations. If not I'll die. :/ oh well! and i hate it that I can't make it for band concert :/ harmoc rehearsal starts at 5pm. :/ ohwell. was looking forward to it actually, wanted to see the song they played for the competition which sounded rather interesting. siansiansian. don't get why can't all the performances be on different weekends so it won't clash with anything and everything. so conclusion, I can't go for band concert and they can't come for mine most probably too. MANN! :/

okay fine, i shall stop ranting and yeah. BYE.

what we could have been, 1:46 am.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

i finally decided to drop econs after much debating. :/ COME ON MAN MAKE ME SMARTER CAN. :/

anyway, woke up like 130 plus, did nothing and all. then started to stress on whether i shld drop econs and all. at least i settled one thing. oh and another perhaps. finally confirmed all the details for monday's practice. hope it'll go smoothly.

probably going library tml with lw and kh i think. JE library. nearly 2 years since i stepped in there. my studying ground for Os with maria. hah. hoping that i'll wake up and my dad will remember to wake me up and i wont be late for tml. (:

what we could have been, 1:50 am.

Friday, April 09, 2010

okay no silver like obviously?! so im hoping that bronze can be exempted from afternoon pe too! anyway, was feeling quite stressful today cause of i dunno what. i think its the result of harmoc plus econs. AND I STILL DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD DROP ECONS. D: practically maybe half the class was talking to miss diyanah during our first break to talk about econs. and i got 9 for the essay time prac the other day. its like ALOT BETTER but still, FAIL as compared to my 4marks one seeing that we got the qn... SO HOWHOWHOWHOWHOW! tell me if i should drop. :/ anyway, we went to the office and took the dropping form anyhow in case. quite some extra and all .. . . . HAHA. then went for lectures and all. thenthen. STRESSSSED. HAHA.

anyway harmoc today wasnt too bad i think? haha :D had full band with laoshi till 630 plus. played through like abit of the sequence and all. then after that keep all the things then yeah. settled some stuffs after much confusion which drove me slightly into the crazy path. almost died. okay, then stayed in the LT for some while more then go audi to watch AJI. some of the teachers' performance quite shocking erm, in different ways. bad and good. but i think that miss chai one was the shockingly good one? thenthen, its BOOOONKIAT! screamed like mad. the harmoc people were just nice at one corner there. haha! AND I HEARD FROM M THAT HE DEDICATED TO W TOO! OMG! cause apparantly when he says for harmoc we screamed too loud didnt hear too clearly. then after that he said to.... HAHA! omgomgomg! LOVELY! :D

and it was quite funny cause we left right after boonkiat's group finished. HAHAHA. X: then some of us went dinnering at mos burger at amk hub. crazy dinner okay. thanks to JACQUELINE TEO! HAH. joke of the year. HAHAHA. emelynn was laughing non-stop cause of jacq and surprisingly enough, xinyi finished her food faster than both of them. HAHA.

okay, i think i had quite some fun today. except for the crazy start in the day where i was stressing over dunno what. come on man! :D

andandand! got in the personal grooming shit for civics elective. but clarise and liwen didnt D: it was quite crazy can. i see one minute like its 11 spaces. after i sms, refresh the page. OMG. GONE. ALL GONE! O.O sianed. come on anybody in personal grooming not in 1309 please help by giving spaces! thank you! HAHA ;X

okay fine, i think im really crazy already. haha.

what we could have been, 11:23 pm.

Thursday, April 08, 2010

anyhow, today went sakae with some of the people after physics extra lessons and yeah. then walkwalkwalk. by the time we're on the way home i was damn tired already :/ tml having 5 stations. GG. and harmoc and theres aji too.

hoping everything will work out fine and all. havent finish homework also. SIAN. HOW! :/

what we could have been, 9:50 pm.

Monday, April 05, 2010

jolie was being cute yet super loud abit at times today. cause she called me jiejie and she kept erm, crying or shouting.

ohyeah! did i mention that ajcsb got first for their competition in austrailia? congrats man! (: received sms from clarise but apparantly i didnt see it till like 2 hours later ytd i think. haha. and they're flying back tml i think.

and and and. tml got a loooong day waiting for me. :/ and i'm not yet done with my chem SPA. okay bye. :/

what we could have been, 12:06 am.

Sunday, April 04, 2010

went out with lw tk wk zk on good friday. was damn late cause i woke up 15mins before the meeting time. :/ had lunch with them but without zk cause he coming later. then liwen bought the bag she want and we went walking around and zk came. then tk left to meet his friend but came back later to take neoprints! :D then tk left again while the four of us went, erm, exploring.

starting point: bugis

aiming to walk towards fullerton hotel. anyway, walked passed rather lots of things, and we saw this super buff guy that looks super scary. and walk passed the memorials and all. seemed like some learning journey :D and i took some superb artistic photo. HAHAHA. saw alot of bridges and i dunno where we were but yeah. and we ate the $1 ice creams cause the weather was SUPER HOT! okay. then finally we reach the fullerton hotel! :D went in, super chio! haha. then we ended up sitting at the sofas and zk took out his erm, econs notes i think. o.o and liwen was reading some book. and wk was looking at the girls photos from zk's itouch. =.=

and we continued our journey after quite some time of resting (: ended up walking to the clarke quay can. what a long walk. hahaa. anyway, walk passed this quite loooong street with all those food and alcohol and all. lw trying to spot hot angmos like not much though. haha. and then we finally reached the mrt station :D

sat was quite a super useless day cause i practically did nothing. =.= oh man. i should start studying right!? :/okay fine, i should go sleep soon, going 扫墓 later.

what we could have been, 12:46 am.

Thursday, April 01, 2010

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BOON XINGER, the booner; baboon; and superb SL! (:

anyway! i failed to surprise her. not that she knows anyway but yeah. :/ wanted to buy the flute keychain for her bday present. but apparantly failed. cause the place was closed. :/

ANYWAY! Monday was quite a rushy day i guess. went to laminate photos for the band people for erm, lucky charm for their competition which was sort of tricked into it thanks to JOANN TAY WEI LIN. hahaha. okay lah, im a nice person from the start, so yah! :) thenthen, went to jurong east to hunt the stupid place that sells the flute keychains that I've been looking for for so long. hah! andandand, first, i found the block, then the lift is under construction. AND then, the stairs look scary and old. hesitated for quite QUITE some time, before going up. quite empty and all. after much turning arounds, i found it! BUT, it was closed. =.= but there's light and people inside. just that nobody at the really front of the door. :/ so waited for some more time, hoping it would open soon and NAH. D: so yeah, epic fail.

thennn, went to JE mrt station to wait for the rest who were ALL late. For once I'm like freaking early. HAHA. and soooo, took mrt with liwen yongkang kokhow and nicholas on the green line towards CHANGI AIRPORT. and we met ervin at tanah merah too. haha! thenthenthen, after alot of walking up down left right, we decided on xin wang for dinner (: and after that went to their gathering place. talk talk talk, watch the guys do shit stuffs and laugh at them and all. HAHA. and took photos photos photos. :D the power of three. HAHA. and finally finally, they had to go! GOOD LUCK man! :D went to each a cup after that then went homeeee! took bus with liwen and nicholas and yongkang and ervin and we missed one stop. =.= nice yongkang says it was the next stop so we ended up walking back. HAH. looooong day in all but yeah. fun and exciting. HAHA. (:

trapped home. HAH. didnt go movies with the rest cause the stupid maths electure was pissing me off and it was raining. anyhow, eventually managed to watch the maths electure using my bro's laptop and spent longlong on it =.= suckss D:

First day of school for the week. (: short and sweet, nice! haha. i mean the lessons part though. had harmoc after that, sectionals was spent testing people with emelynn. some people didnt come and all. then had full band and all. quite not very happening today. what a rare sight. HAHA. and fell asleep once again and failed to study all the stupid econs shit. oh well.

had THREE tests! :/ and i got back my maths retest which i failed badly as expected :/ oh man. and we had probability test which i hope i wont do so badly again. but then again, got back our chemistry common test which was quite a happy thing cause i passed! erm, 14.5/30 but its still an E right! come on! haha :D and then we had physics time practice which was . . . and then econs test. and hello world! I'm free for now! (:

ohohoh, and i saw EVANGELINE today! Y

what we could have been, 7:10 pm.